i just got home and saw this pretty blue sequinned box in my room.. inside it is this nail buffer, 3 nail polishes and one lip gloss... wonder who left it here.. either my mom or my sis i think. so sweeeeet.

well, 6th feb should be called 'play out' day or something.

met denise in holland... and then cat came to pick us up.. went to the ngeeann open house. so blooooooody packed i swear. and worst thing is, cannot smoke on campus! irritating.

went to town after that.. met jen and went to cine. and then i had to go over to heeren to do this survery on CHIPS... yes beks? haha. owell.. jen and i left after awhile to shop on ourselves.. and i bought this warehouse sweater.. it was $109 before discount.. and last week when i saw it, it was $54.. and today it was $29.. so i got it!! heh. and i wore my sneakers today so that i wont try shoes on.. but then i saw this damn nice pair of flower heels in exodus.. and i was looking at it since ages ago.. but it was on 50percent.. so i took my shoes and socks on to try it on.. and yayyy! i liked it alot so i got it.. heh.

anyway evelyn played us out! cos she was too tired.. hrmffff! :(

and you know what? cat, amy and i were planning the movie and mustafa thingy for quite afew days.. and cat just decided to play me out. big time. as usual. ditch me just for booze. fuck it. i should have seen it coming.. owell. whatever. im so fucking used to it. first i had to wait for her for 4hours the other day. and now? i fucking get played out... fantastic. greatttt. how nice. anyway its just the usual thing.

im so sorry amy mommy. im really sorry.

well, then i met wenhu and elin.. sat around and talked.. yadayada.

im feeling so fucking empty...... so empty. and im not doing anything about it. im such a bummer. big time. i hate myself.